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Returning to what I never had.

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I want myself back.

I want control again.

But did I ever have it?

I want to know I am free. I want to be on my own.

But never alone.

I don't know if I should demand it back,

or beg that it be so.

I would kill for the answers,

But I would rather live for them.

Because part of me still believes that there is joy in this world.
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AshtarothAntiparable's avatar
This is beautiful. I read a lot of poetry and I can tell you that you have a talent.
I would also like to say that I think I can relate to what you are trying to say in this, although I am bipolar, so maybe that's why this makes so much sense to me....